What Fathers’ Day Means to Me
On Fathers’ Day last year, my father sent me a string of abusive emails, in which he refused to do anything but blame me for everything wrong in the world. My responses went ignored, my words unheeded....
View ArticleIs something in my teeth?
I mentioned last week that my favorite band is playing here on Wednesday and Sunday this week. The guy I drunkenly made out with had texted me and said they would be in town with time off from...
View ArticleObjectification.
I spent 13 years in the sex industry, I worked as a model, a stripper, a performer and a dominatrix. I wore latex, vinyl and PVC with cleavage abounding and my ass partially exposed. I was a sex object...
View Article“Dating”
I decided to try dating. I already had the friend-searching profile I’d made for a dating site and so may people don’t notice that I’m not interested in dating, it was worth a shot. On Sunday I went...
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Happy Anniversary, NYV
Today is not only my one year anniversary of blogging here, but this is my 200th post! I didn’t plan it this way, but it works out pretty nicely. I also somehow have 102 people following my blog- a...
View ArticleWhose body is it?
This is going to be one of those TMI posts, all about my sexual dysfunction. You’ve been warned. I used to live in my body, it was mine and I knew how to use it. I didn’t always like it, I’ve struggled...
View ArticleGiving Myself Permission
It’s okay to be sad sometimes, whether I have a reason to feel sad or not, it’s okay. I don’t question it or try to force a different emotion when I’m pointlessly happy, so why judge my sadness? While...
View ArticleBDSMe
If you’ve been following for awhile, you know I used to be a Dominatrix. I’ve been involved in kink and fetish my entire adult life, but after the disaster that was my marriage, I had to take a break...
View ArticleBetter? Or worse?
I recently learned that leaving a car running unattended in my current town is a ticket-able offence, it brought to mind how popular it is to have an auto-starter for your car where I grew up. I never...
View Article446 days until graduation
It isn’t the first time I’ve said this, I doubt it will be the last. I feel like my life has been on pause since I moved here and that it won’t start back up until I leave. Sometimes nothing seems...
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